i love you even it hurts

hi i just want you to know that I love you,

even when youre not physically here.

thanks for hanging on, 

I may not be the prettiest,

I may not be perfect, 

I may not be the smartest,

thanks, for accepting me for who I am.

not for who everyone elses expecting

kek pisang

ini bukan slot resepi. I just want to share another a thing that carry sentimental value dalam hidup aku. which is, kek pisang. I was born to an amazing mother. who does soo many jobs in one time, sejak aku kecil lagi. she's an architect, she's a tutor daripada kelas menjahit, memasak, embroidery, tusyen matematik. semua dia pernah buat. so when I was little, ibu selalu berniaga,  while she was still working in a private firm. benda yang dia jual tu adalah kek pisang, memang sedap. so sometimes, bila ada orang order, my mom akan pergi kilang bakery tu. idk why the hell does people kirim kek pisang, but i think it must be pretty hard to get them la, back then. so setiap kali kitorang pergi kilang tu, owner dia a nice chinese man, would hand me a piece of egg tart. makan kat kilang, panas-panas. ingat lagi dia ambil dari vertical tray rack dia and handed to us, me and abang. such nostalgic <3 .="" :="" akan="" aku="" amazing="" an="" and="" around="" benda="" bercerita="" bye="" carry="" dah="" dia="" for="" ibu="" ill="" je.="" kalau="" kek="" lah="" mati="" memories="" mom="" my="" now="" ok="" p="" pisang="" pun="" sama.="" sampai="" tengok="" thanks="" that="" to="" tu="" until="" up="" yang="">

I hate you.

I hate that I love you that I cannot make you leave.
Hate that I need you that I cannot say I wouldn't miss