love is a pathetic feelin made for pathetic weaklings.

i hate the fact that love can be so pathetic.

how pathetic to be exact?

i hate how it makes you feel strong, and powerful at first,

and then they enfeebled you. 

they weakened and took all of your strength.

they makes you into a pathetic weakling, that cannot live without having them anywhere near you. 

love is pathetic thing, its so powerful that it made you into a such pathetic creature. 

emotionally broken

i feel like talking to someone about something. but at my current state i dont think i am able to do that. little judgement wd piss me off. swear to god. 

i am fragile, 

i am vulnerable. 

letih, bila koyak emosi ni kau frequently rasa letih. every tiny thing that people do. pissed me off. every little words they said, pissed me off. 

sebab tu bila emosi barai macam ni. i try my very best to avoid from getting into the circle. ill end up hurting people that I love. i stray myself away so that we dont end up hating each other. i need space, i just need to isolate myself. just a little bit moar.